Wednesday, November 10, 2021

 So Beautiful

So sweetly 

So quietly compassionate
You teach the willingness to be vulnerable
You acknowledge the stunning interconnectedness
Between our humanness and our divine dimensions
You leave the time and space for the authentic to emerge

You emerge from within the smaller story
And shatter it into ripples that go out
Into all of us;
The wounded healer continues to open up
Remembering, returning and reclaiming

Inside the mother's womb was the first wound
Out of the blindness came the see er
For the first time she was the mother
The light pouring through her

Everything she/we judged she/we become
And was suffering and angry
Then enjoyed compassion
And with the joy of forgiving innocent blindness
Tears filled my eyes and
What has been rejected was seen anew

A tremendous wave of forgiveness
Opened up inside of me
And makes me wonder what layers
Are waiting

Deep calls to deep
And all the Divine's waves and breakers
Have swept over you

I trust, as you call for,
Over the "cavernous drop" I know so well
Knowing that my reaching out is not perilous

Trust that you belong to an endless loving awareness

Sunday, July 04, 2021

 I can feel my life closing in on me.


The eyes weaken and the light is too much so I make it dark with glasses and shades,
The body cramps and crinkles so I move slowly and can go less far, 
The mind recalls less and less with certainly so that more is mystery 
The known world becoming smaller,
The noises now more quiet, words only sounds,
There is a less certain world, in some ways smaller in some ways more infinite,
And so as I move to second childhood of simplicity I hear the voice bringing
Me to a halt, bringing me to stillness
And knowing He is God.

Monday, March 15, 2021

 

After the Covid

First flowers in the garden

Greet the clearing air

Wednesday, October 14, 2020

 

Every Atom belong to me as much belongs to you.

 

Every atom belongs to us

Recycled and renewed

Born of that same birth

A birth of explosive destruction

Of Creation and Destruction.

Shiva and Brahma, birth and death

Dancing in the Starlight

Until it all scatters across the void

Falling apart

Even as some mystery disappears and

Holds it all together in a dark matter

We will never know

Wednesday, November 13, 2019

either the well was very deep
or she fell very slowly for
She had plenty of time to wonder
What would happen next.

It was 80 feet and I am still wondering.

Monday, November 04, 2019



Upon a Scottish Pine

Upon a Scottish Pine, as my mother always chose,
We will hang the rich journey or our life together,
Starting with the little round faces of their childhood
With the hooks in them for hanging,
Then the Japanese wedding balls that only a Japanese
Will know are out of place;
A little conceit of a life of cultural misappropriations,
Then the carving of yellow and red-black wood pieced together
From the place of all the trees
Where they burn now, sucking the air from our lungs.
There where we walked the endless beaches
And looked into the green eyes of the panther shinning in the night
As though without a body,
Then the Swedish Tomkin; that churlish gnome they were in school,
That could be enchanted by blue eyes and blonde pigtails
Sparkling over the snowy mountain slopes,
And, of course, all that American that kept us tied to a home
Away from home;
The tinsel, the bells, the colored balls and magic stars,
Even the silly smiling Mr. M&M.
There on the top, impossible to be straight,
The older son will hold the younger
To place the golden angel come down from before my mother's time,
Unto the time when I could remember my father there,
And while the younger puts on the red hat
That makes him the Giver of Gifts,
Leaning back in the sofa,
I will reach over ever so gently,
Like at a first date at a movie,
And put my arm around my wife's shoulder
As I have not now for years.

Tuesday, June 04, 2019

Between the raindrops
An instant meditation
For the longest now

Monday, February 18, 2019


Conversations at Panera 2.  The Diplomat and the Evangelical.

“Can I say something?”  the retired diplomat asked, leaning over the table there at Panera on Tuesday morning where the Evangelical sat with his bible in front of him.  “I overheard earlier that you guys were talking about the story of the Good Samaritan this morning and it just struck me how hypocritical we are being in our country about who is our neighbor.   I am upset about this manufactured crisis the President has created over the wall, full of lies, like the one that painted the brave town of El Paso as a crime haven when it never was.  And now he declares a national emergency when the number of immigrants coming in are half what they were?  What happens when we have a real emergency? His policies are cruelly separating the mother and her child, and it seems to me that you Evangelicals are supporting this.  Did not Christ say, ‘woe to you, hypocrites, because you neglect justice, and pile heavy burdens on people’s shoulders and won’t lift a finger to help’?  Did he not call out the pharisees in just such a moment, saying ‘whoever causes these little ones to stumble it would be better for them to have a great stone around their neck and be drowned?’ “  

The Evangelical looked up from his table where earlier their bible study had met to discuss the Gospel of Luke and was now on chapter 10 containing the parable of the Good Samaritan.  The morning sun was shining brightly through the windows and narrowed his eyes, but the light sat upon his face so that it shone with a kind of luster of peace. 

“Yes, the road down from Jericho to Jerusalem was long and rough and full of dangers,” said the Evangelical.

The diplomat then started talking right away blithely over the obtuse comment. “Well, as I understand it, the story is about how we must help our brothers and sisters where ever they are.  The essential question is ‘who is our neighbor?’, and it seems to me especially in this modern world, with Internet friends everywhere and problems from Syria to China that affect us all, that we are all neighbors, we are a global village. But certainly, the people of Mexico and Central America are our neighbors.  I can’t believe Christ believed there were national boundaries there that mattered when it came to the love for your neighbor.  Is that not true?” asked the diplomat.

“And how is it that we help?” the Evangelical asked quietly. 

“Certainly not by walling them out.  As a US diplomat I have worked around the world trying to help needy countries with economic development and aid to the poor and the starving.  Isn’t that what God asks us to do?  I feel like the men and women I met in my tours in Africa where as close to me as any of these old white men are that run our country now.”

“What were they seeking? What was the man in the story seeking?” The Evangelical asked.

“Well, besides economic development, of course our aid programs were extensive eliminating poverty, famine and disease.  I was involved at one time with the AID program in Ethiopia that tried to rescue the starving people from the effects of famine and war.  Remember that great effort?  Live Aid. We had the big rock and roll concert and raised millions to feed the starving children?  Unfortunately, it had some negative effects in the long run, since in part, because of requirements from the US Congress, we ended up destroying much of the indigenous farming capability so that we helped create a cycle of feed and famine.  But we meant well, and we are doing better, isn’t that what counts?  We have to work to teach a man to fish.”

“Are you a humanist?”  the Evangelical asked abruptly.

“Well, yes, a humanitarian and proud of it, the diplomat rejoined, glad to expound.  Isn’t that what the story of the Good Samaritan is all about?  Isn’t that why Christ says, to love our neighbors as ourselves?  I believe in working to ease suffering and to make for a better world where there is no disease and starvation.  We have that responsibility and I have spent much of my career and life working on it.”

“You will have the poor with you always”, the Evangelical interrupted in a soft tone that had a tinge of sorrow in it. 

“Well that is hard!”, accused the diplomat. “What is that supposed to mean?  That we just give up and walk away.  ‘Not my problem?’  We have to keep trying.  What was the whole point of the story of the Good Samaritan if not to help the downtrodden?”

“Is it not then, more blessed to given then to receive?” asked the Evangelical.  “Who has their reward now?”

“Now, you do puzzle me, man”, the diplomat started again on his expounding roll which always seemed to have a little sarcasm and a little patronizing in it along with an effort to be Socratic. “So I can get my jollies and ease my conscience, it does not cost me much and then go home and sleep well if I just send off some money to your missionary fund that helps the orphans which may be just silently compounding neo-colonialism?  You confuse me, I don’t get what you say.  Okay, maybe it does help me grow to, to reach out to another soul.  And that is what I believe in.  We should not look down at these needy.  In many ways they have deeper souls and more human understanding than we do.  I have seen how they care for each other in the villages and how their life is built around people and connections rather than our meaningless life of things.  I get that.  But that is why I do not understand how Evangelicals, good Christians like your group, can focus putting up this ugly wall.  And support the man who has so little apparent Christian values.  Does he represent the fruits of the Spirit; love, patience, kindness, goodness, gentleness, self-control??.  or does he better represent the evil of the end times; “lovers of themselves, lovers of money, boastful, proud, abusive, slanderous, without self-control, rash, conceited?  I ask you to answer that!” concluded the diplomat almost as though with an “harrumph”.

After an instant of sacred silence, the Evangelical asks, “And why does the Lord tell the story of the Good Samaritan, how do you read it?”

“I don’t know, rejoined the diplomat. A man is on the road to Jerusalem and some criminals jump him and beat him up.”

The Evangelical flips the page of his bible back to Luke, 10, verse 25 and turns the book so that the diplomat may read it.  The diplomat reads quietly, On one occasion an expert in the law stood up to test Jesus. “Teacher,” he asked, “what must I do to inherit eternal life?”

“What is written in the Law?” he replied. “How do you read it?”

He answered, “‘Love the Lord your God with all your heart and with all your soul and with all your strength and with all your mind and, Love your neighbor as yourself.’”

   Ooookay”, conceded the diplomat, “I still don’t get it.  How can you not love God if you love his people; the paragon of God’s creation?”

“Would you put the Beta before the Alpha?” asked the Evangelical. “You will be forever understanding and never acknowledge the truth.”

“Man, you are kind of inscrutable there, Mr. Evangelical,” pronounced the diplomat with some appreciation for the mystery of it and the challenge the statement seemed to represent.  “Are not these two commandments dependent on each other?  Doesn’t loving your neighbor make you love God?  Or does it?  I am going to have to think about that one”, concluded the diplomat.

“I have to admit that I am still angry about this stupid wall”, the diplomat started again, half as confession of his lack of self-control.  “It is ugly, immoral and not in the spirit of the great humanitarian Jesus Christ I know.  I get so worked up that it I can feel my blood pressure going up.  Can’t we stop this un-Christian behavior?  Can’t we do as Christ would have us do?  There is already 700 miles of wall.  We need people down there not just another fence.  It is silly and stupid, and the money could be spent on helping the poor that Christ came to help.  We could be easing the economy in Central America where these people come from and help them live at home in their own country, instead of raiding important programs from the defense department to feed one man’s vanity project.  One of my great guiding lights, the poet Robert Frost wrote, ‘something there is that does not love a wall.’ He wrote that a man trying to build that wall is a thing moving in darkness, not like the light of God in each of us.”

The Evangelical rose now and stood strong and tall, looking into the eyes of the diplomat.  Gently he put his hand on the diplomat’s shoulder, pausing, as though a little something went out of him and said, “Don’t have anything to do with foolish and stupid arguments, because you know they produce quarrels. The servant must be kind to everyone “

 - “Then you agree with me!”, the diplomat burst in seeming to need a last word.

“Able to teach, not resentful”, finished the Evangelical almost as though to give the diplomat some words to use.
“May the Peace that passeth all understanding be with you” and he turned and walked off towards the sun in the door leaving the diplomat with the morning warmth of the risen sun.

A Conversation at Panera.  The Good Doctor and the Evangelical

Two men sat at adjacent tables there at Panera, the one, the good Doctor who had two years ago retired from government work, reading his newspaper, and the other man, the evangelical, with a Bible open in front of him.  The newspaper story was about the latest report from the United Nations on Climate Change.  600 top scientists on the panel from around the world with review by their governments, had concluded that we are currently headed toward a 3-degree Celsius warming that will create massive species loss, the total loss of tropical coral reefs and sea level rise as high as 2.5 meters by 2100.  A report by 13 Federal agencies to congress had seconded the conclusions and written that climate change will reduce the US economy by 10%.  The Good Doctor had devoted a 30-year career to NIH studying cancer diseases and the effect of toxins on our populations.  Reading the story an anger started to well up in him and he shook his head.  He had seen the man at the table next to him earlier with a group of bible thumpers doing their study in front of everyone.

He looked over at the man next to him, immersed in a page from Luke.  The man at the second table was a reading a passage in which, Christ, being pressured, to perform another miracle, this one to remove demons from a young man, says, “How long must I put up with this unbelieving and perverse generation?’

Out of the fullness of his heart the Good Doctor spoke, “how can evangelicals really care when the world burns around them and they do nothing to end it?”.  He knew as he spoke that it was judgmental and from a simmering anger, but it was nevertheless true and needed to be said. He had overheard the group talking idly earlier when they had settled down into their study about how terrible late term abortion was, and how gun control was a pointless way to address crime.  One had commented how well the President had done in his State of the Union Speech and then concluded with a quip, “ at least he didn’t have to give it in a snowstorm caused by global warming!”   The Good Doctor was tired of seeing hypocrisy around him while his children’s future was at stake and he had to watch the inevitable catastrophe  engulf the dear sweet earth he loved to walk among every day and longed to leave whole for the children he loved greater than life itself.

The Evangelical heard him and turned to look at him.  For a moment they looked at each other.  And the evangelical simply said, “what?”.

With that the flood gates broke;  “I just don’t understand how you can care about people, about creation, when it is going to Hell around you.  It just seems to me that it is like fiddling while Rome burns. I am a Doctor and research scientist by training, and I can tell you with certainty how we are headed for disaster.  This is something I have studied in depth and know with certainty.  It is the simple truth.  There is no denying that we are conducting an uncontrolled experiment on the one planet we have with disastrous effects.  Our brave men in our military, who will be on the front lines of climate wars, know that climate change (you can read their report on it), will destabilize nations around the world as refugees flee the effects of climate change causing wars, famine and disease.  Pulling out of the Paris Peace Accords was a crime against humanity and the President’s pride at being the number one producer of fossil fuels in the world in his speech the other night, while the oceans begin to drown whole peoples in the Pacific was callous at best and a crime on the scale of the holocaust at worst.  The sound from his fiddle was as loud and ugly as the black soot from a coal mine.”



He paused for a moment and had a moment to think better, saying;  “Sorry if I am rude, but I heard you talking earlier and I feel this passion and want to try to make you understand that this is an urgent issue you need to address.  I can not understand why you would care about the aborted child when you won’t care about the world he/she grows up in.  There I will stop.  I am certain of this problem and effects, and that we all have to act or condemn millions to death and our children to a world of pain and misery.”



There was silence for a moment. Then the Evangelical spoke quietly, asking; “Do you believe in God and the Love of Jesus Christ, His only son?” And he looked at him deeply.



“I believe in humanity, in caring for each other.  I do not believe that Christians possess the whole truth.  The great Jewish, Hindu, Buddhist and Moslem faiths have as much truth. There is no demonstrable God in control of this universe.  I am a scientist.  The evidence for how life evolved, and man rose out of the primates is as clear as the day is long. God is most probably a delusion we create to make things more understandable and be less afraid and alone.  It is a convenience of evolution that allows us to thrive better, continue and sustain our existence more profitably.”

Looking again into his eyes, quietly the Evangelical continued;  “Then ultimately there is no great plan, there is no long-term specific meaning to life.  Existence is in fact a collection of arbitrary chance.  Even the logic you use to conclude the facts of climate change, and this evolution you speak of is created arbitrarily out of mindless forces of chance.  The morality and crimes you speak of are, eventually, merely a convenience.  There is no reason I should not have any belief I want with any concomitant action as long as I can get away with it, or if I just prefer it.  There should be no basis for you to fundamentally object to my morality for me, except your personal convenience, since ultimately there is no objective judge, no objective meaning, no objective right and wrong.”

Then he looked down at the book and appeared to read; “Therefore, everyone who hears these words of mine and puts them into practice is like a wise man who built his house on the rock. 25 The rain came down, the streams rose, and the winds blew and beat against that house; yet it did not fall, because it had its foundation on the rock. 26 But everyone who hears these words of mine and does not put them into practice is like a foolish man who built his house on sand. 27 The rain came down, the streams rose, and the winds blew and beat against that house, and it fell with a great crash.”

And then the Evangelical was quiet.  

The Good Doctor was both sad and still upset.  He had to make this man understand how important the issue was.  “Surely you do not think that a creator God want us to abuse his Creation?”.  He asked urgently. 

“Is it in God’s hands” whispered the Evangelical with a little longing and a tinge of resignation.

Suddenly the well broke again and the Good Doctor exclaimed;  “But He put it in our hands to care for!” “It is our charge to be good stewards of the earth”, said the doctor loudly, now a little confused where he was arguing from.

The shout made some heads turn and the two men looked down, a little embarrassed, realizing they had disturbed the ground around.

After a moment, quietly again the Evangelical spoke.  “You accept my Truth, the truth that sets you free, and I can act on yours”.

“Love God with all your heart and all your mind” one said from a third table and he picked up his plate took it over to the trash and walked out.

Saturday, February 09, 2019


Encounter with my Brother this morning.  He told me that life is the process of completing ourselves in love.  If we look deeper beyond ourselves we see a world of truth.  I hear Him not because He is bigger or older or because society tells me that I should.  And not, as one might naturally, because He can beat me up.  But first because He is there.  Then because I know He cares, and now because I understand He is right.  And the more I understand, the more I listen and hear, the more I know He is special.  He had other brothers of this world.  James.  But He is brother to us all.  I do not seem Him as the father, I do not see Him as the task master teacher.  I see Him as the brother with the Truth in His heart.  The Truth of God.  The Truth of all meaning.  The Truth of love.  The Love that Laid down its life.

Thank you Brother, I love you.

Thursday, November 15, 2018

Belief


Belief

The central question of life is belief.  What are you going to believe?  “I don’t care what you believe, just believe it.  Because “belief is the only thing that is going to carry you through this.”  Firefly

“I know it looks like suicide, but it is not – because I believe in something.”  Matrix

“For God so love the world … that whomsoever believes in Him shall not die, but shall have eternal life” John

The thin veneer of rationality has been stripped away from our politics and now it is only about what you believe.  About connecting to what is at your core.  Knowing who you are by believing in it.

You shall know the Truth and the truth shall set you free.  The truth of what you believe.

umbuntu


Sorry friends, but we "wise" know-it-all Westerners are just babes in the woods. We who think we know right and wrong, justice and injustice, the ones who stupidly clumsily claimed to teach the Africans, the people of the birth place of man for 3 million years before we left home; we are just dangerous children who think we are the smart ones - as children do. We are the ones falling apart that still have some terrible lessons to learn. We are clumsily bumbling our way to disaster and the left is at least as guilty as the right. Dear brothers and sisters, it is not about our version of justice, our self-righteous cause. It is about our common humanity, about "Ubuntu", they call it in Africa; the fact that our humanity is defined by other humans; “ I am a person because of people.” The deepest step is as Christ said “love one another as I have loved you”. This ubuntu is like a deeper golden rule; “see others as you would have them see you.” We think the world is about things and justice and development and even medicine and science when it is really about caring for and loving people.
Do we need to remember what our great, loving leaders said and wished and worked and died for? “With malice towards known and charity for all..let us bind up the nation’s wounds… and care for…” Abe so much wanted us to move on and leave the past behind us. He wanted us to look forward not back. He wanted us to love our brothers of the South not judge them and reinsert the pain. Why are we then fighting the battles of a century ago? Would he really want to take down the statues of the noble man who he asked to lead the Union army? The man who most gained the respect of both sides that they let him keep his sword at the surrender? I think not. I do not think those who want to take down the statues walk in Abe’s footsteps. How would Martin, who taught us so much about non-violent action want us to proceed? Can you talk to a man about justice if you have not walked in his shoes, if you do not love him or feel his pain but really just care about what you think is justice?
Justice is meaningless without love. Back a man in a corner, take away what is dear, threaten his identity and you hate him or what he does, which is close to the same thing, and you are surprised that he acts with hate?
The modern history of Africa is full of lessons we need to learn. Last week I listened to the panel at the Dalai Lama’s meeting on Truth and Reconciliation led by a woman who was on Desmond Tutu’s committee post-apartheid. She described the incredible acts of forgiveness that had to take place to bring her nation into re-birth again. One was a mother who had to forgive the assassinator of her son through the eyes of the assassinator’s parents. When she could see the assassinator as a son of another mother; parent to parent, she could forgive. The other story was of a daughter who had to forgive the killer of her mother 10 years later. She visited him in jail because she wanted to know what her mother’s last moments were like and why she was killed by this official assassinator of the South African government. He held those keys. When he first saw her he fainted because as a grown woman she looked like her mother; the ghost of her mother. He begged her forgiveness and told her everything he could remember but she could not forgive until in the intenseness of the last moments of the one-hour interview when she kept asking questions, everything, she came physically close to him; knee to knee at the prison table and face to face and suddenly in a strange epiphany had the intense realization of breathing the same air as this man who killed her mother. Then she realized the Ubuntu; the common humanity; that her identity was intimately entwined with his.
When the speaker was queit there was not a dry eye in the room and then suddenly everyone was on their feet. I am rambling and I do not know if this hangs together, friends. I am sure there are many of you who feel that we can not sit by; we have to act. I am just cautioning that we be careful what we think life is about, careful what we think is justice, careful not to let our ego, our self-righteous determinations quickly rule. And when I say “careful” I mean with real care. By “care” I mean love. I am asking us not to temper our sense of justice with love, but rather let love for our fellow man, especially our “enemies” as Christ would have us, dominate our sense of justice. For, as one can easily see in this beloved, much more experienced continent of Africa, pursuit of justice without love is an endless spiral of violence. We are but babes in the woods and God help us that we may listen and care enough for Ubuntu that we can move to Truth and Reconciliation before the crimes begin instead of after. “love one another as I have loved you”.

Sunday, April 29, 2018

The Rains Down in Africa



Sitting down on my patio overlooking the garden and the pool, there is a light rain, yes, and I am listening to Toto (“and Toto too!”).  It is one of the questions I face every weekend day here in Libreville: Do I sit outside and enjoy the thick and pretty African air – hot and humid as it is, but way more preferable to the air-conditioned inside – not that the inside is uncomfortable in any way – just that it is so one dimensional, fake, artificial compared to the outside where you can hear the birds, watch the rain land its little splashes and see the green palms and red and orange tropical flowers?

But for the mosquitoes there are to consider – there is the rub, so to speak, for the stories of malaria must give us pause, especially here so near that line that divides the directions, where the toilets change direction and that aggressive female Anopheles loves to leave her little sickening hickey.  Never really pausing long, I put on the deet and dress as much as I can reasonably bear in the heat and go out on my patio to watch the rains down in Africa.  After the rain passes, having broken the humidity only for a moment, I linger to feel the fresh coming of the heat again even if the mosquitoes now threaten to set upon the standing pools and jump from there to feed on my blood.  I am happy now to give it to Africa.  There are worse things; like the unlived life…

Saturday, January 07, 2017

Unfinished Work:


Wounded, yes, but standing on your own feet

From the earliest days when darkness closeted your baby dreams

Then by the wild boy with a knife.

Pierced where Christ was

Each time you fought with the strength of friends

And your own brave heart and strong soul

Even to love as a mother that wakes in the night,

And the unkindest cut of all, by the hand of your kin

The sweet soul, tethered to your own

That could not find his way out of darkness.

Time after time you went back into battle

You shouldered on

Then struck by the blind bow boy’s many shafts

Once before and once after the alter;

Why is love a wound?

Then, finally, that dark Pitt that robbed the light of your work

Even Hercules had not such labors, nor Orpheus such a quest to endure.

You emotional hero; you conqueror of dark lands

Somehow bringing back the light each time;

A Coelho or the blessed plain Quaker .

You brave wise  soul, you victor from victim, how strong you are,

Veteran of the five battles, your story brings glory to us all.
Dark under the stars
After the falls in the well
You granted my wish

Saturday, October 29, 2016

RUMI



I want to be the ecstatic

I want to be the lost Roman on the Persian road

I want to be the insect crawling in the trees

Burrowed in

And then to be the woodpecker that digs

And eats me up

Wednesday, September 07, 2016

North Star

If I bring from the North the fire,
Melding hemispheric unions,
Like at the break of Day, the Lark,
To quench the ocean of the South's desire,
What will be left of me save smoldering ruins,
And dead dark

Then, by the Lord's instruction,
Past hope of resurrection?



Sunday, August 16, 2015

The God ego lives for all

Thursday, July 23, 2015

In the bright sunlight
A dandelion seed flew
With my wish for you

Thursday, June 25, 2015

On the wooded path
Light illuminates the way
Along God's carpet
This bright early morn
Hat reserves the spot where
I contemplate all
After the Wilderness
I seek to see rocks and streams
In the city machines
deep in summer night
bird, beast; flight or fang eerie
call someone would know
under stream stones
three point balance of nature
like us; body. mind, spirit
In the morning sun
whirlwind dance of the flies only
seen catching the light
over the mountains
the night sky heavy with stars
I saw it cracked
Hot summer morning
Umbrellas in the jungle
Mushrooms in the grass
the green forest twig
Or twine de vine how does it
Make the leap across?

Sunday, March 22, 2015

around the world home

At the millionth mile
If all I have ever been,
Would anything be left?

Tuesday, February 17, 2015

Watching over woods
On a sunny winter day
Snow sits in the chair
'neath the winter snow
Streams we sometimes see but
Mostly do not know
From water, ice, snow
The sparkling of the sunlight
Hides the transitions

Friday, January 30, 2015

  From the forest floor
to the white sky at twilight
the snow climbs the trees
White mist over snow
Hides in twilight forest
Where the earth begins

or

White mist over snow
Sending nearby trees into
a distant world

Tuesday, November 11, 2014

In late autumn wood
raveled high in the branches,
the last leaf hangs on

Saturday, November 01, 2014

In the late Fall wood
where rocks formed the stream now
See only leaves
The cool yellow wood
Brings a Frost memory how
He could and would stood

Saturday, October 11, 2014

buffeted by surf
riding the ocean wind
wafts the butterfly

Monday, October 06, 2014

Chandelier
Catches the sun
Drops rainbows
The first Fall colors
Yellow, orange wraps around
The black power line

Monday, September 29, 2014

Seemingly amused
gliding over rt. 66 traffic
soaring bald eagle
among Oaks, preying
atop dead tree soon downed
perches the vulture

Wednesday, September 24, 2014

Overhead sparrows flew
From tree to tree shedding a
Feather in my cap

Friday, September 12, 2014

in the morning wood
young hawks screeching prey
into open ground

Tuesday, September 09, 2014

Early morning
Answer to life's problems
Brown sugar
HAIBUN

There is a place Now where a smooth white log sits beside a stream to sit on.  In the Now my future rests there and I try to look ahead.  Water and light play on the key stones in the stream striking a marimba.  The clarity of the water draws my hand down in it and the little creatures of the creek spin about it, pouting their little mouths up against my fingers to clean me, preparing the body and nourishing themselves, then they dart to and fro along their little highway in the stream and disappear in the rocks and sand again so that I realize I have never really seen them.

minnows or tadpoles
old eyes not seeing
what is their future

Thursday, August 28, 2014

Graceful shadow over
Trees; hawk eagle ballet
Or turkey vulture

Tuesday, August 26, 2014

Wood trash or nature
Drew me in from a distance
Psychedelic